It's a not happy and happy day on 3rd August 2008 Part 1

hmmm...how do i start with this...
it is the 3rd of August...a wonderful sunday where we going to church yo...
but i'd decided to go to the airport to send off one of my churchmate/friend/good friend... XueYuan to US. It is a very down moment where we spend a lot of time chatting and hang around in church.
She is a very nice person with nice character where she always laugh and jokes around...with those lame jokes...you wouldn't believe what she can do where a lot of them saying that she is very quiet but after you get to know her and hang around with her...you will know and amaze...

the whole atmosphere were very down and gloomy among the girls where she keep herself always smiling(her icon...sweet ler)


we had a small gathering at the KLIA mcdonald..while everyone trying to catch up with her as much as possible...hehehe...even finding path way to see her till the gate....


here comes to most touching and sad moment where everyone sending her off with a warm hug and final say to her before she entering the gate




Really gonna miss her so so much where she's really a nice and wonderful friend that i have known since the day i joined CLCM and spend lot of times with her and others as well. haih...my dear laughing machine had gone to US and i'm gonna be laughing all by myself when i saying lame jokes...wuahahaha=P she really a good partner though...lame lame sama sama... that's why never judge a person by his or her cover...wuahaha... so this is the final pix where she is checking into the departure gate where i requested her to pose a bit lar...
But me...eh..not only me lar...we will be praying for her to reach safely and enjoy her studies over in san francisco...it is her wishes to go over and we will always support her...hehehe..btw..she coming back in May next year to renew her passport...we will be meeting her soon...see got put on weight bo lar....
God Bless Her for whatever she Do!!!!

Tough Days

my 1st own bloggie yo....but started with a more down feelings ler...tomorrow a better day!!! yeah....
it is mid of the week already where i'm having some tough time in term of spiritually, mentally and physically. Everyday have to think about the family issue that i'm facing currently and the coming burdens that i need to pick up due to some issue happened is kinda tiring and stressful but manage to get pastors and friends support and it actually loosen a bit lar... it is a huge issue where i never thought of will happened and it is a really big test that put right in front of me to decide what to do... life is not easy and challenging all the time... huh.... some more recently heard a news that my senior in work that are going to leave in 2 months time giving some headache as well where i need to be more independent on myself and pick up whatever i can before he leaves.... kinda struggle a bit in my own quiet time to make it consistent where the time of resting is less and always tired. maybe is time to rest a bit and keep myself fresh. keep my mind clear so that i can face the next day in confident and ready to face whatever coming in my way. build my spiritual walk with the Lord is priority. hehehehe....but i can say thanks Lord i still can enjoy the days for sometimes...Dont give up!!!

Don't give up

Don't give up.....

One day I decided to quit...
I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality... I wanted to quit my life.
I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.
'God', I asked, 'Can you give me one good reason not to quit?'
His answer surprised me...
'Look around', He said. 'Do you see the fern and the bamboo?'
'Yes', I replied.
'When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I t ook very good care of them.
I gave them light.
I gave them water.
The fern quickly grew from the earth.
Its brilliant green covered the floor.
Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.
In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.
And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. He said.
'In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed.
But I would not quit.
In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would
not quit.' He said.
'Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared
to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant...But just 6
months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall.
It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive.
I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle.'
He asked me. 'Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots'.
'I would not quit on the bamboo.
I will never quit on you.'
'Don't compare yourself to others.'
He said.
'The bamboo had a different Purpose than the fern.
Yet they both make the forest beautiful.'
'Your time will come', God said to me.
'You will rise high'
'How high should I rise?'
I asked.
'How high will the bamboo rise?' He asked in return.
'As high as it can?' I questioned.
'Yes.' He said, 'Give me glory by rising as high as you can.'
I left the forest and brought back this story.
I hope these words can help you see that God will never give up on you.
Never, Never, Never Give up.
For the Prayer is not an option but an opportunity.
Don't tell the Lord how big the problem is,
tell the problem how Great the Lord is!

You never know when GOD is going to bless you!! Good things happen when you least expect them to !!!